Thank You all for your intrest and concern for me and my plight. I'm sure that from all that I've read is that the only way to get help is to help yourself. SO, I just jumped in (actually I hobbled) Headfirst. Borrowed the money at an exhorborant intrest rate, "I don't stagnate well, if I'm not moving foward I'm sliding back, and my goal kept getting further away." Paid for my classes online and I'll have my license by October. After that I'll worry about replacing those worn out joints,"hopefully" it's not to late. again... Thank You All.